I've hit rock bottom, & there's nowhere to go from here, but UP.

I'm feeling a little better than I was yesterday. Just tryna catch whatever life throws at me. Little by little I'm recovering. Sorry to say I let a few people down with the decisions I made of how to deal with this. :/ Ugh. I'll learn from the scars it leaves me.. Anyways, I hope today is a really good day. I'm back to the same person I was 3 years ago. Guard UP HIGH, sensitive, &easy to break. I need my strength. I hate being looked at as weak. But what can I do? I'll try to make this situation as positive as I can. Pessimist? Temporarily.